argh~

me and my team was like preparing for PPA like nobody's business.

chionging all the undone paper.

putting up communicating posters all over the crew room.

i had not enough slp for the past week.

my crews scrubed and cleaned up the restaurant.

bla bla bla...

in the end.

teresa MC.

-_-

and PPA had postphoned to 5aug

much thanks to haffis who volunteered to help me do pre ndp and ndp schedule.

i was like telling him 'hais actually im so worried abt the schedule..where and how to get 50over crews?how to run if we got not enough crews?'

haffis 'dont worry lahh..hana all for sure are doing sth abt it one lah'

me 'y always must bosses go ard sending email den they all will help ar?y dont they like automatic abit?'

haffis 'suet lin..the world is like tat one...'

i've got nth to say.

perhaps he's right ba.

i've to admit tat the world is indeed evil.

i learnt sth new frm james few days back.

u handle the situation, not the situation handle u

now i noe le boss.

(:

my store de dessert kiosk open le.

so happy~

finally i get to try flavour burst.

haa.

although i worked closing last night.

but still i went to support the opening of dessert kiosk at 12pm.

kinda successful.

must jia you ohh..

but pls dont beat my cafe sales.

if not james will come aft me.

lols.

=DD

hmm.

but my boy seems dont like me to be so committed in my work.

hais but tats me leh..

i just feel tat.

since this my job.

i wana do the best.

i believe tat my commitment is worth it de.

but boy seems like dont understand wat im thinking.

hmm all i can do is to prove and show him my results.

(:

just now haffis was saying if he would to be at marina for 2yrs.

no life~

for sure these 2yrs he got no friends.

coz work is endless.

have to go back to work even though is his off day.

well..

wat he said made me did some thinkings.

i wana do the best in my work.

but at the same time.

i dont wana lose my family.

i dont wana lose my friends.

i dont wana lose him.

i dont wana lose my life.

i dont wana lose myself.

how to balance everything?

i wana balance all.

suddenly i felt so bad.

im like putting my jies plane.

promised to go hiking.

but always i cant make it.

but seriously shit i dont expect i'll be doing another graveyard this week.

its like consecutive 2weeks graveyard.

did james overlooked?

or this is actually his plan?

hais.

sorry jies~

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